'Give us one more chance'
These words. Have you forgotten? That fist bump that marked our reconciliation. Have you forgotten?
Those words you said to me last night. It cut me deep more than ever. Yet, I think what scared me the most was how I’ve already reached a point where… where it doesn’t hurt as much. I don’t feel much. Just a soft throbbing, gnawing at my heart. I didnt feel sadness. I didnt register pain. But my body reacted to it. I don’t know when I started tearing. I didnt even know. It was as if my body took control but my mind, my mind.. just out cold
I just can’t get over him. What am I supposed to do? Part of me is dying to let him back in. Another part just pushes it away. But he doesn’t seem to care. If only you were here with me now.. things will all be better
Yeah you changed it, but it never varies far from anything black.